Hi Will, my dear friend! It's Brenda Lee! My dear,dear brother in the Lord! Oh God Will, If you are backslidden please come back to your 1st love-Christ Jesus! Hey Will, after I left your shelter I went through a whole lot of hard times- I had to go through hard times cause I would'nt listen to my Lord. Lots of hard times with Shawn cause I WOULDNT LISTEN. Finally through crying prayers I was able to escape. I went back to Md (through miraculous prayers, sobbing & hurt & didnt know what to do) God finally made a way of escape. I spent a little time back in my mom's house until I was made to leave on my own- I had gotten a scum ridden little apt filled with roaches n drugs/alcohol n went to dance once again. I was miserable,sad, lonely, angry, hateful,hurt,ect. Cutting my arms as usual-just dying day by day. Selling myself on the nasty corner not even caring anymore- feeling all alone n hurting soooo bad.. But Praise God- I have been delivered from alcohol(7 months) ,crack a full 7-8 months, and pot a whole 2 months by the love n grace of Christ. Alcohol has plagued me all my life you know but I went to the front n had it cast off of me by laying on of hands. The Lord has really been calling out to me to reach out to you cause you really need a true friend- one that can get through to you Will. Thats me my friend. I cryed out to Him one night in tears- I mean loudly cryed out to Him one night saying Oh God, please help me!!!! He heard me n helped me my dear friend. No one will