First of all I like to acknowledge you for wanting to become whom you really want to be the adventures in you to be able to run Life & business the way you want to, abut anything you want for your life but you don't understand why you being stopped! Its time to Take things under control and stop life from happening and start creating your future! Wow that's power right!!! It could never be a better time to better your life in all aspects that you feel "stuck" because of your past experiences the fears which are controlling you today, this fears should not stop you from living your life powerfully and live the kind of life you really want! in reality you ( and the rest of the world) are scared of things stopped from doing thing you really want to do and all of that without even underst